01. WAKE UP

wake up young man, it's time to wake up
your love affair has got to go
for 10 long years, for 10 long years
the leaves to rake up
slow suicide's no way to go, oh
blue, clouded grey
you're not a crack up
dizzy and weakened by the haze
moving onward
so an infection not a phase
yeah, oh
the cracks and lines from where you gave up
they make an easy man to read, oh
for all the times you let them bleed you
for little peace from god you plead, and beg
for little peace from god you plead
ahhaahh, yeah, ahhaahh, yeah, ahhaahh, yeah
wake up young man, wake up, wake up
wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up
oh, yeah
wake up young man, it's time to wake up
your love affair has got to go, yeah
for 10 long years, for 10 long years,
the leaves to rake up
slow suicide's no way to go, oh
slow suicide's no way to go
wake up, wake up, wake up
wake up, wake up, wake up


02. X-RAY MIND

do the laughs die when
one such as i run
and allow myself
time for own true needs
when convincing me
that you're on my team
may not lie to me
but not mentioning
so sit back and have
an hysterical
laugh at tiny holes
buy and trade men's souls
x-ray mind reads plenty
worth no more than pennies
you, they, it or what
have been fair, i thought
may you never free
you from you or me
see the more i think
i'm afraid to blink
i don't move an inch
slowly draining me
hire a spy and bug me
pimp your friends for money
rich and growing sicker
sell the dead ones quicker


03. RIVER OF DECEIT

my pain is self-chosen
at least, so the prophet says
i could either burn
or cut off my pride and buy some time
a head full of lies is the weight, tied to my waist
the river of deceit pulls down, oh oh
the only direction we flow is down
down, oh down
down, oh down
down, oh down
down, oh down
my pain is self-chosen
at least i believe it to be
i could either drown
or pull off my skin and swim to shore
now i can grow a beautiful shell for all to see
the river of deceit pulls down, yeah
the only direction we flow is down
down, oh down
down, oh down
down, oh down
down, oh down
the pain is self-chosen, yeah
our pain is self-chosen


04. I'M ABOVE

for clear space and soundess of mind
i've let you play me for some time
one can only receive and retain
but the lies you recite for your gain
so you rely on my faith in your kind
or rather continue to pretend that i'm blind
you say i made your life a living hell
and yet still let me pay you when i fell
how is it you're feeling so uneasy?
how is it that i feel fine?
life reveals what is dealt through seasons
circle comes around each time
i've been blessed with eyes to see this
behind the unwhole truth you hide
bite to remind the bitten, bigger
mouth repaying tenfold wide
i'm above
over you i'm standing above
claiming unconditional love
above
try to keep bad blood in the past
never thought a chance, a chance it would last
i have strength enough, enough to forgive
i desire peace where i live
i've been blessed with eyes to see this
behind the unwhole truth you hide
bite to remind the bitten, bigger
mouth repaying tenfold wide
how is it you're feeling so uneasy?
how is it that i feel fine?
life reveals what is dealt through seasons
circle comes around each time
i'm above
over you i'm standing above
claiming unconditional love
above
i'm above
over you i'm standing above
claiming unconditional love
above
i'm above
over you i'm standing above
claiming unconditional love
above


05. ARTIFICIAL RED

artificial red, smoke, poison consumed
in the house of ill repute
is this the way i spend my days
in recovery of a fatal disease?
oooh... oooh...
oooh... oooh...
on a cloud of pink has turned to grey
and i'm alone again, yeah
someone to hold against my own
alone, untouched is what i crave
oooh... oooh...
oooh... oooh...
artificial red, smoke, poison consumed
in the house of ill repute
is this the place i search for love
when my need is within me, a gift from above?
oooh... oooh...
oooh... oooh...


06. LIFELESS DEAD

lifeless dead, that unclean bed
till or when her hunger's fed
how he'd wished that they would wed
"i promise on our love" she said
promises were never kept
alone on dirty floor he slept
yeah, lifeless dead
and although he'd not accept
she was gone and so he wept
then a demon came to him
"you must know i'm gonna win"
yeah, lifeless dead
he said, she said
she led him dead
he said we bled
she said not fed
lifeless dead, lifeless dead
lifeless dead, lifeless dead...


07. I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING

i don't know anything
i don't know anything
i don't know anything
i don't know who i am
i don't know anything
i don't know anything
i don't know anything
i don't know who i am
why we have to live in so much hate everyday? oh yeah
why the fighting and the coming down, am i sane?
i don't know, yeah
i don't know anything
i don't know anything
i don't know anything
i don't know who to be
i don't know anything
i don't know anything
i don't know anything
i don't know who i am
why we have to live in so much hate everyday? oh yeah
why the fighting and the coming down, am i sane?
i don't know
when the teacher put the ruler down on my hand
i laugh!
cross my heart and hide reliever in trails of blood,
i love?!?
i don't know anything
i don't know anything
i don't know anything
i don't know who i am
i don't know anything
i don't know anything
i don't know anything
i don't know who to be
why we have to live in so much hate everyday? oh yeah
why the fighting and the coming down, am i sane?
i don't know
when the teacher put the ruler down on my hand
i laugh!
cross my heart and hide reliever in trails of blood,
i love?!?


08. LONG GONE DAY

so much blood i'm starting to drown
runs from cold to colder
time to time the sky's come down
to help me lose my way
tears and lies for answers
you and open veins, god knows i'm gone
girl i just want you to
come on down
lord it's a storm and i'm heading to fall
these sins are mine and i've done wrong, oh babe
come on down
long gone day
mmmm, who ever said
we wash away with the rain
see you all from time to time
isn't it so strange
how far away we all are now
am i the only one who remembers that summer
oh, i remember
everyday each time the place was saved
the music that we made
the wind has carried all of that away
long gone day
mmmm, who ever said
we wash away with the rain
so many tears i'm starting to drown
the rain in heaven's all come down
silver spoons affix the crown
the luckless ones are broken
fears and lies for answers
you and open flames
god knows i'm gone
and i just want you to
come on down, hmmm
lord it's a storm and i'm heading to fall
these sins are mine and i've done wrong
i want you to, oh, i just want you to
come on down
i fear again, like then, i've lost my way
and shout to god to bring my sunny day


09. NOVEMBER HOTEL

(instrumental)


10. ALL ALONE

all alone
we're all alone...
we're all alone..